20-08-2012
How much I wish I could protect myself from needing her,
How much I wish….
She belongs to her own world, she has her own mind
She has her likes and dislikes
How can I impose
How much I wish I could ignore…
How much I wish I could protect myself from needing her,
How much I wish….
I love her so much
That I can almost live for ages for her
Dying is too easy after all…
How much I wish I cud protect myself from needing her
How much I wish…
The hope in her eyes, the pride she has
I hate her for being away
I hate her for all disagreements
I hate her for still claiming me
I hate her for not being with me
AND I love her in all my hate
Isn’t there a wall, I can put up to protect myself from needing her?
How much I wish…
I stare her in her eyes
Just to see the same
She is me and I am her
Confused who is who
How much we belong to each other
How much I wish I could protect myself from needing her?
How much I wish…
Wish that I could still protect her…..
